January 05, 2007

Dreams - My other reality

There was a little boy. Someone was carrying him. His name was Timothy (Anna's nephew?).

I was at a strange place. It's like a shopping centre, with a lot of stairs. But most of the shops were not open. I was not alone. I was with some other people but I don't know who.

I found myself in a sort of moving vehicle. But, it was not a typical vehicle. Because there was a lot of seating space. It was a furnished space but it was moving. I was there. I was with someone. A girl. And some relatives.

I was behaving quite affectionately with the girl. At some point, I think she's Kay. At other time, she was not. I can't recall who she was or whether I know her or not. But we were behaving like a couple. And then, a woman who was supposed to be my aunt, who was sitting behind me, asked me if we were serious about each other. She said that if we were, we should consider getting married. Then, I looked at my aunt and felt unhappy, confused and scared. I seemed to know that it's not what I wanted. I was not ready for a real relationship with this girl. I seemed to be missing someone else. I don't know who. Then, I got really upset and started to cry.

I found myself and Kay (in this scene, i'm sure it's her) at a sort of temple with my parents. I was praying for some directions in life, wondering if I should take up my aunt's suggestion that I should get married with the girl above-mentioned.

Then, after that, Kay and I were waiting for my parents to be done. She said that I could get my parents to send her home first. I told her, of course, we will. Then, she clarified in saying that what she meant was to send her to my house first. 'Home' as in my house. She said she can come to my house first. She looked cheeky. I just agreed. Even though I didn't know why she wanted to come to my house since it's been a long time since she came.

Then, my dream faded to an end.

Posted by 杏 cy (Jancy) at 09:02